never feel so screwed before
i thought i was in control of everything
then it just crumbles
just like that.
what's wrong with me?
having said but never done
feel sosososososoososo bad
no matter how i bad i felt
it wont be as bad as how they are feeling
i seriously didnt mean it
but somehow the message i put across says a different thing
so screwwwwedddd...
i guess the more itry, the more it fails :'(
never in my life have i cared so much for someone
and yet it backfired
i dont know what else i can do
one day i may just disappear
and everyone will rejoice...
if only i can act more maturely...
i almost lose someone today
the feeling is so terrible
i promise to make it up to her somehow...i dunno..
hopefully God will give me the chance to...
i know He will (:
i really want to thank my clique for staying so strong together despite our different characters, religions, and even nationals ! :)) hopefully whatever had happened wont make a difference in our relationship :) bcos we will go work our ass off for As and go for our backpack tour yeah ! set already ! haha maybe not to europe..so X ! what about indo ? suri can bring us to batam and i can bring you guys to bandung ! so funnnnn...
i dont know what i'm going to do in SA without you guys...
before entering SA, i keep telling myself that i'll be a nerd with no social life..library becomes my favourite outing place... but after meeting y'all, i'll have to put my initial plan aside ! hahaha
so thank you so much for bringing in fun and laughter to my jc life ! ((:
though we may not have achieved our personal targets for BT, fear not ya !
we'll work harder..cos the only way we can go now is forward :)
after all these late-night studying, not having enough sleep, improve from failing to passing gradually..., we will reach our goals in the end ! we're all in this together ! (:
we're stronger than steel, copper, aluminium mixed together !!
haha my sis let me watch this earlier...while i was watching my da jang geum..
it's really hilarious..
if you've the time, watch this! :D
www.break.com/index/ken-lee.htmlgoing off now to sleep and prepare to save the earth tmr !
PLANTING MANGROVE ! hahaha
we always have coastal cleanup but now the sungei buloh pple said the coast is clear bcos of many organisations' effort in clearing the rubbish
so we're finally done with the waste !
hopefully planting would be more fun ! :D