i think i'm being evil, mean and wht have you
i just feel good doing it at that point of time
but so remorseful after that
and the feeling just clings on
i can really feel the gap becoming bigger
or maybe i'm just imagining too much again
but it seems real now
and i dont know what causes it
when it was A , i pick B haha
and there are so many other things
that cant be simply put as abc
baah maybe i'm just getting my fair share of it
cos i'm not even keen to sustain it
or rather tired of it
it's just so mian qiang
arghhhhhhhhhhh
i shall just love my family
they give me less reasons to eat aspirin
maybe your bug has gotten into me
i want to be oblivious to the world outside
maybe for the time being