it is scary when
you start to have dubts in yourself
maybe i should not be.
i told you i should not.
what i did was wrong
but it seemed right to me.
i' shall not make anymore decisions.
you'll hate it too when you're being called what you're not.
sometimes, you just need others to tell you how much you're worth.
for now, i feel so little.
i know it's never going to be easy.
but it just pains when your effort has been misunderstood
i hope you will understand
but i know you wouldn't
rahh i couldn't sleep now.
the thoughts just kill me.
i hope they really do kill
your words are so strong that it makes me feel so small
if you can accept something like that, then i see no more future.
pple can just come and go whenever they like
it's so difficult. why not you try it ?
i hope you understand that i cant take it lying down.
the issue may seem small but you dont know how deep it has gone.
maybe i should just stop.
i'm going to leave anyway.
just last year
i promised you so many things
i really did my best
but maybe it wasn't good enough
i'm so sorry
let's not wait for the day to come?
just simply end it here.
sack me.