grace's nephew is cute !
now i knw how to be a good nanny or should i say, mother??
haha you've to be ready to sing lots of songs and your voice must be sweeeeettt
woah and i cant believe he kissed my cheek!
(((((((((((:
i promied i wont wash my face!
at least today ? :x

and i feel accomplished for writing my reflections and suggestions !
whhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeee

i really wish today is tuesday ! :(

something can just go wrong the next moment
i shouldn't have interfered so much
what's wrong with me ?

uRGH
so much for blaming on other pple
have i thought abt my conduct too ?
conclusion: i REALLY should keep quiet

okay forget about that !
i was PC today !
woah so pek-chek cann
rehearsing for so many times
hormatting in front of pe dept
woah scarely ms lim is there!
she'll be laughing her head off ?
hahaha
but it didnt turn out perfect on the real thing :(
never mind ! first time PC leh :))
my command is still not as nice as my timing !
whEE ! so i'm destined to be a timer
it's cool ! i have bigger lung capacity than my leader ! :DD
hahahha
then after that have to hurry change back to pt attire
and be a judge ! :)

i totally screwed up another day
haha haha

yay counting down to 4 more days
then i shall be freed from cleaning the house, buying dinner :P
haha mum's coming back to town ! ((:

i've been gleaming bcos my heart just rekindles again
and i get the feeling once again
hope this will last mann
i dont want to go thro another round of frustration and confusion
haha you just cant stop liking something even if it has its flaws
"it's worse flaw is also it's greatest asset!"

hmm cca on saturday,
which means we are going back to the normal 4 hours !
haha seriously, 3 hours is very short
cant even play longer time for bb haha
and should i address pple with their chinese names ?
i bet it would be fun !
then maybe can catch those pple who arent paying attention
bcos they nvr listen properly to their chinese names !
haha considering that my pronounciation is err.
ohwells i
i
i dont know what else to say

all the best NC teams ! ((:

aeyahhh never been so screwed.
i was supposed to swallow everything
gulp it down and think as thou nothing happened
nah i ididnt at all
i'm alr on the verge of falling off
so screwed

i was late for 20 mins for piano
and my phone battery went flat the moment i wanted to call her to open the gate
woahh thanks sia
i've to wait for unknown passers-by to help me open the door
so screwed haha
and my piano tchr is so funny
she was wondering how come i've so much st john stuff ?
like my world revolves arnd it haha
so i told her i got comp
and she was lyk " erh so you march march lah "
-,-" hahaha

ohwells
i lost something but i gain another thing at the end of the day
if only i wasnt the one,
maybe things would have worked out
really i shouldnt be sitting on that position in the very beggining
i was bullied,
how uncool is that ?
thinking tht i'm older
oh gosh
i can just bury my head inside the ground

i swear under my chemistry book
i would not give up halfway
and so will you
if you need motivation from us,
we need to get that enthusiasm from you too
it takes two to tango right?

and i still remember my promise to be a reactive sodium !
no matter how hard the journey may seem,
i'll cheng xia qu



... so will you ?

shi bu shi yao xian shi qu ta,
cai dong de zhen xi ?

aw mann i dont want any other piano tchr
i just want ms lim!!!! :(((
she talks weirdly today :(
says if i found a better piano tchr, go ahead
she doesnt mind
cos she might not teach anymore :'(
WHY ??!
i know she had op before
is that the cause ??
da bu liao i'll play the pieces properly
i promise
i wont make you angry
dan bu yao gan wo zou
:'((((

i think i've to make a lot of wishes for my bday this yr
haiz.

Sec 1 ORIENTATION 2006

if there was ever a word that could describe today's orientation
it's WET ! :)
hahaha really almost all the games are wet :/
plus, the rain was there to spur us on on our mission in getting wet.
thanks a lot rain, so much for "rain rain go away !"
hahaha :)
and i'm in Group8 ! with val, kelly, ivy, weining and ching ting ! :D
our cheer rocks!

gong xi ah gong xi
BA ya BA da cai !
Group8 will win
kan le duo jing cai
o0y o0y ! :)))))

the start was good, we won in olivia's and huiying's games..
then dont know what happened
we started doing all the forfeits :/
haha and peiyu! your drawing is yi ji bang !
hahaha my small eye was tranformed into an even smaller version by Peiyu's Extreme Makeover !
i should have gotten merisa to draw for me
she drew the turtle for val until so nice la ! :x
if i could, i would have wanted a cow ! ((:

we losed again in debbie's
the words they gave us are hard except for the san ! haha
and losed again in ruixin's game
haha but i managed to answer michelle's qns !
grey badge you de, red badge mei you de, yellow badge you de, dark blue badge ye you de!
the answer is michelle -,-"
woah she a bit promote herself
hahaha
ohwells
and we had the last game agst dior lee's grp again !
haha
in the end, my grp ate up the jelly grass !
and i thought it has no taste at all.
haha okay let's hope i dont get stomachache ! :D

prize presentation !
so much biscuits and yupis and chocolates were being passed arnd !
woah they could not taste any better! haha
we must appreciate food magh !
haha i realised pple who appreciate food are the ones who become the victims of being overweight.
haizz.
i will never reach my target.
haha sorry to my club !
i guess you have to sign me up for a full membership !
:((((

okay get back to orientation !
it ended in a happy note ! :)
i hope the sec1s feel welcome now
and of coz realise that sj isnt a holidaying cca.
we have our standards too.
yep and
ohh mann we've a long long way to go to make them over into snsj cadets !
i still hold on to my faith in you.
go sec1s !
haha :)

eating at macs
looking at the sec3s
the feelings are starting to rush back
i miss those days, really badly.
can someone make it happen again?
i'll be thankful to her.

hmm happy 21st birthday kaka !! :DD
yay i'm the party organiser
the cake tastes good !
luckily, i selected the chocolate mousse
not chocolate mouse
huahuahuauaua !
aww mann i felt bad
but i couldnt possibly brought a mouse home for my sis to make a wish and cut and eat right ?!
ahhahahahahahaha i'm so mean :P
lalalala
ohwells it might not be the best birthday ever
but the simple gestures and thoughts sure brought some happiness into the atmosphere ! :)

i shall put up the picts next time
bcos i've finally found my favourite song
NAN REN HAI YANG by
Zhou Chuan Xiong

男人海洋
当我抱着你的时候
窗外风起黄叶飘落
以为是浪漫
原来只是有心在飞走
不懂情人心里想的
爱就瞎了也迷路了
想摸索什么
摸到了你手心的沉默
最痴情的男人像海洋爱在风暴里逞强
苦还是风平浪静的模样
卷起了依恋那么长
挥手目送你启航
到你觉得我给不了的天堂
温柔的男人像海洋
爱在关键时隐藏
而心酸汇集都敞开胸膛
做远远看护的月光
不做阻挡你的墙
我的爱是折下自己的翅膀
送给你飞翔


TIME TO SING, PEOPLE !

i was slapped today
and that slap felt so good
i did awake finally
what's my point of staying back so late in school, rebelling agst parents ?

yes i want it.
no matter how hard it is,
i want it.
that's the whole point what.
haha

okay so yea,
i wont lose my "fake confidence" so soon :)
i know we can !
i must stress that
WE CAN
we almost did it!

it's not impossible.
we know what we want
do you want to just sit there and daydream?
no way.

let's make all our efforts be paid off !

hmm today is VDAY !
and it totally rocks.
haha i feel good giving yakult cos it's good for health !
haha and wont make you fat too !

how i wish everyday is VDAY.
this world wil be filled with so much love :)
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE ! :))

i found back my smile.
thanks to you :)
really, my goal in life now is just to be happy.

i shall be reborn!

today is so fun.
no lesson, haha.
but most impt, wo zao dao wo ji zi le !